Fri
Apr
30
So SHY
So I realized right now going to midnight breakfast that i am extremely afraid.
i know these people.
But i can’t speak.
i can’t look them in the eye.
i’m terribly afraid.
i can never be in a huge room full of my peers.
i don’t know what it is but my heart beats vociferously
i feel terribly claustrophobic.
there’s so many interesting people and my brain clenches
i get intimidated frustrated isolated until i find you
the people that invite me with your hearts unconditionally
then i’m comfortable
that’s why i went